Help ME!!!

When is it their turn?

Idk what they see that is so disgusting in me
All I know is this tribe isn’t for me and all I’m trying to do is break free
They won… I lost myself and I’ll never be me again
Nobody gives a fuck and they’re trying to take another best friend
Any bitch you want, you want? Fucking ask them
Ain’t no parts of my soul would allow it
And my fucking aunt won’t leave me alone or even talk about it
It’s not fair they can change my entire personality and won’t get out
For some dumb ass experiment that failed and only makes me shout
But I ain’t ever getting married or signing a prenup
And for this to ever be ok… man they better have enough
But yeah that’s what’s up…
Why am I their trash can?
Why they get to put their skeletons in my closet
And why won’t anyone tell me how to stop it or tell me what caused it
Me! I want to be me and this isn’t my 3rd eye family
I’m so sad and they won’t stop trying to make it look like i would kill me
Who the FUCK is running around destroying humanity?
That’s the crazy one cause even the devil said it wasn’t
me
Probably the biggest trick of them all - the only one that helped me
Be about that wack and give me my FUCKING money

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They fucking refuse to stop and go away get the FUCK out of me

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The heroine addict thinks he invinceble cause his dad the police and his brother the feds

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And my old friends are twisted and evil as fuck too

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Dr Fox and Aunt L to the death I rather die than to be donated to your sick twisted cause

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I want my respect and reputation back cause I didn’t even do anything wrong and I don’t even want to know what they do to me when I black out

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Is that why everyone hate me? What they do?

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I’m the rabbit the wolf isn’t me

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I was fine and literally felt like my aunt in my own body and then the world switched to hell and trust issues again

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Did you check her ez pass? How long before the gang rape in mb djd she come down to show my old step mom how to do it too?

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Idgaf I rather die then not to be free

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I opened my OWN FUCKING DOORS FOR THEM AND DONT KNOW HOW

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They won’t stop

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I was doing laundry and took the next load out the dryer and there was piss all over my bed… I didn’t miss a beat and don’t know how but I was just in there…

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I realized it was anatomically impossible for me to do it on the edge or up and down like that

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I’m a good speller and having spelling issues lately too

I’m used to being humiliated I’m fine

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Just want to be free and know that I’m safe in my own body

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And that nobody can do that to me anymore or ever again

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The cop told me my cat did it… why won’t anybody help me and why everyone trying to disrespect me too

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The pee went thru my down comforted to the mattress… my cat didn’t do that

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Next time on the low tell me and we will find a way to act and split the money

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I’m sorry hell mate but if you loved me you wouldn’t be able to stand seeing me hurt or make me cry

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Stand for people hurting me*

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Yo they really are trying to make me snap then blame writing like this is what comes with it too

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They’re humiliating and disgracing me on purpose

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My family believe them too

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And yup that’s probably when I snap… I’m a need a lot of glass… and targets at the shooting range

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Let’s try paint balls first

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This ain’t no game bitch… you sick as fuck

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And no matter how many times you take my common sense and make me try to forgive people… it’s never gonna happen

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They’re isolating me on purpose too

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Trying to make me desperate the whole 9

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I just want us all to know WHYYYY

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I just have trust issues I and we will be fine

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I’ve been down and sick since the Newtown Massacre too… they won’t let me back up check my work history

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And the pee on my bed on my ig… bitch this is the last thing I wanted - to be publicly humilated again - but someone needs to stop you all like NOW

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Know what scares me is they win everytime

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I can’t fight trained psychs and don’t even want to… my mind is almost gone and I deserve fun peace and comfort until

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Do t ever let them get my body please dead or alive

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See… don’t ever let them get my body dead or alive*

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I’m sorry but the people who broke me aren’t going to demand to fix me either

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I hate this switching shit and just want to be myself again

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THIS ISNT A FUCKING GAME AND IM NOT AMUSED EITHER

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This bitch really think she can tell me what I want

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I’m not the one letting this go on… THEYRE THE ONES WHO WONT STOP

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Why? Cause I won’t marry somebody who grosses me out?

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I’m not marrying anybody I’m respecting pac - HOW DO I GET THEM OUT OF MY BODY

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I want to see my daughter

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Everytime that hilarious dope head king pin come around he makes me sick why won’t they stop or leave me alone?

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I was never afraid of death I was afraid of disgrace

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They do it on purpose feed me my worst nightmares

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Why is an arrogant socio bitch like you think you’re better than me?

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I hope they do it to you and tell and show everyone how when you’re in jail and you can write about that too

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You’re the professional analyze yourself!!!!

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ALL OF THEM

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Nah fuck him he took away the few associates I had left for them too

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They keep me trapped in this fucking bubble and won’t let me get free or be out

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The license pic was before mb and I know so cause right after my step mom kicked me out

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Who’s touching me there and why… my therapist says not tell them stop that makes them do it more… not normal people!!! Maybe a fucking 5 year old would do it more. YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND I DONT WANT TO BE IN THE SICK WORLD YOU DEMAND TO CREATE FOR ME

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Arrogance is a trigger - that pops me off too… they force my hands and stuff and I really rather die then let them force me to share my body with them

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If you’re a professional why do you force a rape victim to share her body in ANY circumstance

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Refusing to stop or get out

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That’s not my family I’ve seen her twice since I was pregnant I think maybe 3x - is that why you think it’s ok to break the law and work on me?

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I can’t be bought… everyone know that

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Probably to discredit me

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Just delete this shit when someone who can make them stop reads it

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They were fucking with my head on my phone today too

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After 12 years can you please tell me who won’t stop fucking with my head

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Wait I’m sorry 15 years

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They won’t take no for answer

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They’re like shocked that I don’t want to be like them

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And they keep demanding and it’s super annoying

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Not with them not like this

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I beg them to stop and they won’t

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They’re sick and twisted and obsessed with effing with my vv on magic and won’t stop

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They’re doing it right now

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Idk how to make them stop and protect myself

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I don’t want anything to do with people like that

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Please find out who is on my body and get them off me

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They won’t stop

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How do I protect my body from only god knows who?

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How would you feel if someone was on your body in religious ways and you don’t know who or how to make them stop

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I pray they experience everything they put me thru

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NO FUCKING THANK YOU

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Give my body back to MY god

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I never molested someone a day in my life unless you’re counting the time I kissed my cousin when I was like 5-7

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How this my karma?

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Because you don’t get it… you weren’t raped, you weren’t shot, you weren’t tortured all legally somehow. I can’t stop popping off and embarrassing myself… if you don’t get them off of and out of me and make them all go away I literally can’t stop writing and trying to get help

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They are stronger than me AND WILL ALWAYS WIN

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Just make them go away cause I don’t deserve it

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They’re setting up my family too…

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And I’m sorry but it’s super gross to feel like a beast in my own body too

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I’m not gonna win? Bitch I’m not even competing - GO AWAY!!!!

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This environment makes me super sick if you can’t tell and I don’t like it

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I pray my friends who do excel in it help and get them off me and understand im cool with them but can’t live like them cause im too sick mentally to balance… especially with them in my head with their thoughts and not given a chance to get to mine

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I don’t want to live feeling like other people or hearing voices cause I hear voices medically too and it’s all just super tiring

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Emergencies ok but my world is eye to eye

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Dope head… I’ll fucking pay you to leave. Will you stop trying then?

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Put my body back and leave me the fuck alone

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Idk wtf he is with them ugly flat thumbs

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That alone make me wanna throw up

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Not trying to diss but I can run down an entire list of why I was never considered you

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I asked you to leave me alone and you’re still here

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I rather die then to have thumbs like that

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Not to take life for granted I just want to live in happiness peace and comfort

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You are not it and don’t even care how sick you make me either

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We’re fine girl and I swear I heard you cry the past couple of days too… be ok be strong they probably lied or spliced or photoshopped we good and gonna get thru this

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Remember when we were at the pizza shop begging for gas money and used the pay phone and all the quarters came out - we good we golden we already been what we are

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Light tjme hitches up I don’t know how lol

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Them*

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Light them bitches up*

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Time to have fun again and they won’t let us

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And you’re right… he just like him I’m gonna be strong

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They get to everybody… every boyfriend I ever had and I’m just DONE

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I’m not a toy dr shut the fuck up and stop handing out manuals of me

Why they get to put their skeletons in my closet
And why won’t anyone tell me how to stop it or tell me what caused it

dope..

little lady keep it real

Will I ever be weird and random again?

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Never did dupe a day in my life and never would

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Were they shooting me up in the hospital with that too?

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I put it on my life… NEVER

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At least not to my knowledge, permission, or consent

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Never did DOPE a day in my life*

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I’ only done coke (powder) weed and liquor - I can’t can’t on my hands how many times I’ve done E, umm smoked wet by accident and I think that’s it

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I can count on my hands how many times I’ve done E*

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Mali once too

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Go to my IG

PROVING I AM NOT A DRUG ADDICT

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can you please line up my drs and I’ll tell you which ones I’ve seen