Jamie's On My Mind

Jamie’s on My Mind

Last time we talked it was 6:34
I can’t stand to close my eyes cause I don’t want to think about it no more
Your beautiful eyes with a fire inside
I couldn’t believe it when they told me it was suicide
Game on, tap and cheer… I can’t believe we lose another year
But maybe if I write it all down you will live forever
Cause Jay’s not doing too good right now…
And I don’t know if he will ever
In life you play the cards you’ve been dealt
But girl I don’t know if it was fire or ice that you felt
Everyone is looking back rethinking if it could’ve played out all different
But when the signs called out you didn’t seem that distant
You never took the humble for granted
Called them as you saw them and girl I just can’t stand it
Too many seconds I think in a day
It was the end to end them all, in all that was left to say
But I know you stand beside him now and always will in every way
Our heads hang down flipping thru pictures just to see you smile again
And nah girl I can’t ever hate you even though you did this to my friend
I wish I could’ve shared your pain or stayed up all night to save a life
But every time a heart is broken it can drive you insane and cut as deep with a knife
Hold on guys… she’s on her way
With a no nonsense attitude another angel got her wings today
Life is gone too soon and eternity is to last forever
Does it mean now that in infinity you will always be together
If I had one wish, I would’ve given it to you
We would cracked the cap on the bottle and just cried it out too
But rewinding time is something we just can’t do
The after hours spot just closed for night
The room is dark but will forever be adorned by your light
Jamie if there was one word left to say…
I’d say we all love you and in our hearts you will live on any way

Should've quoted "up all night to save a life"

The up all night is a concept from a song not a direct lyric, but I would still quote it any way

Beautiful words
Strong & powerful meaning
Emotions there
Flow nice and smooth

Jamie… he started dating like a week later and I was just so mad. I have the feeling someone trying to play me now too. I mean when do we let our guards down and is the relationship bliss like a warning that it’s not true? Well I don’t speak to any of them anymore cause they had a pic I swear to god I would never pose to them for so I don’t know how. I just got away. Because other things added up too and I was just like no way. Anyway… thinking of you I want you to understand I really did understand what you went thru. So now I’m here refusing to let it again… and like ghosts can see the past, present, and future so I’d figure I’d just ask my friend. Live free angel