im a real deep thinker
and if you follow suit
ill have you turn into a heavy drinker.
thoughts of darkness and sad story endings
leave a nigga wonderin where his true friends is.
i learn the hard way every time,
and after every lesson another extended dotted line...
people say that we learn from mistakes,
but how can you tell me that to you i was just
another face.
anguish is certain in a world of lust,
when the people you most trust dont really give a fuck.
push past the hate and look deep in their heart.
if you look hard you can see a vacancy where you used
to be apart.
tear off my shackles of silence, im sick of
being in this with only half of you in compliance.
i fear that this is as far as we will come
after this exchange of words we wont still be one.
but to my dismay ,i can feel that i will be okay.
i just picture the other that i love
and if your gone they will take your place.
drown the truth for as long as i faced the trouble,
until i watched as i popped the last air bubble.