Hey hey guys hows everyones els’s day going
ima tell you about my story, ok lets get this flowing
i wasn’t brought up in a bad hood or family struggling for rent
I was brought up in a good an loving environment
there was no trouble, no one walking past saying sup dawg
I came from a average back ground your average Joe blog
So why was it I grew up to be such a “problem” child
nothing went wrong, like I said I was average, not wild
it started when I was in a fight got myself a reputation
I got feared respect, so I got the taste of temptation
I would walk around doing what I want when I want
when really I was scared but my image all a font
a fight broke out and I learned 2 things that night
I didn’t like who I was but I was able to fight
kept hitting him until he couldn’t stand any more
i watched the fear in his eyes as he lay on the floor
I walked around pissed of angry with anything and everyone
my girl walked out shouting saying "Iv lost it we are done”
my friends around me just there to live of who I was
scared people into intimidation just because
No reason, flunked school, with a smile on my face
while time moved on family seeing me as a disgrace
fucked up family but I got my sister and my mother
the only two people who will always be there no other.
no one can understand and realises my rushing emotion
while my dad holds that bottle like a magic potion
I didn’t like being told what to do,
lied through my teeth nothing I said was true
went out smoking and drinking cheating on my girl
trying do everything I could to fuck up my world
Getting in trouble, breaking things making the papers news
drinking and fighting just waiting for that day I would lose
went out smashing and stealing every day I could
friends around me taking there new paths I should
my friends walking away there all changing and leaving
the way I’m going, I’ll wake up one day not breathing
Walking around pissed off walking from place to places
people looking at me staring whispering I don’t know these faces
I get hit from behind was that a bottle? Was that a fist?
fuck knows I can’t focus straight I’m to pissed
I was out my depth what do I do, I walk away and lose my reputation?
shits starting to go bad how do I get out this situation
take a beating or get jumped by 20 guys, “ what was that. SHIT”
I hear “stab him already and chuck the knife init”
I need get out out of this quickly before things get worse
I cant run I got no lift, hmm ok first things first
wheres my boy, I cant see him anywhere and I need get out
I phone him, “pick up the phone” I begin to shout!
maybe I should just hit this guy slam him to the ground
no can do, too many people standing around.
how do I get out of this feel like im hated by a whole nation
I don’t know anyone and everyone knows me by my reputation
I took a few hits but I refused to go down I stood firm
I can’t fight back but I’ll get my revenge I’ll make him squirm
my lift comes I jump in, I pull away saying I’m going get you
wait until all your mates are gone, he shouts what you gunna do
walked away with a bust up lip but could have been so worse
might not been around to write another verse.
I see that guy driving round at the weekend,
He pulled up and I dragged him out his car with a friend
The police pull up “its just banter officer”
“on your way Danny, no more”
That night 3 guys drove up to my house with baseball bats
everyone heard about it, twised into there own chats
they laughing at me, my heads rushing what to do
so a grab my sword shouting “im gunna fuckin get you!”
The 3 guys soon drive off, my life I’m in.. I need to get away
“where was it all went wrong where did i astray?”
i couldn’t escape my life I lived up to my reputation
I needed get away from this place, I needed a vacation
Fuck I need move away from here and start a fresh
so I move away starting again,yeah I miss the sesh
I miss the life the stealing the drugs and alcohol
But my lifes good now, store supervisor and all
started to settle down, got a good honest girl
such a different life such a different world
But I struggled if things only started out differently
stayed in school, coulda wrote this with some vocabulary
But I’m happy but lifes passing me by, but my body’s in pain
things are changing I’m growing up realise its no longer a game
trying to get my head straight, but now I got a new fight
just trying pay bills and get on the property ladder, yea right
some days I wake up and all I want to do is call it quits
I feel like everything I push though is another wall of bricks
but that’s life its not easy things are changing buts this is my life
I am in control of it I got my family my friends and maybe one day a wife
Start my own family one day maybe have my own child?
Make sure he grows up differently not as out of control and wild.
That is my story
feedback appreciated.
Reply With Quote
