If I were to say in an none sarcastic way that today
I feel disconcerted and lead astray…what would you say (cuz)
Im starting to think my head is…spinning and it’s
Beginning…to thinning… the evil inside me’s grinning
But it won’t come out as long as I’m sane
And try to maintain a stable membrane
But its always there you just can’t see it
It can be deadly it acts like phosphane
It’s hard to remain yourself and be joyous
When you know inside that there’s a boisterous
Part of you… that wants to… live this life… and pass through
It talks to you… persuades you to let him out (cuz)
He knows what has to be done
And he’ll find the route to this stardom
He’ll backstab your friends, neglect emotion
But put…the motion… into your… promotion
But I would rather stay as an unknown
Than to disown that what I am
And then bemoan feel left all alone (but)
I contemplate on letting it take over
It kinds feels like……. Let me show ya
I just want to, perform on stages to the mass
I just want to, become famous at last
I just want to, so I try and fulfil
I just want to… but its upheaval
I don’t won’t to, become into a backstabber
I don’t won’t to, act like a dagger
I don’t won’t to, fake my way uphill
I don’t won’t to, let out my devil
This is… Good vs. Evil
“Come here Bennett, lend me your ear
Why you so scared? You’re trembling with fear
Come nearer, I got something to say”
“What!”? “I’m coming out today”
“No you aint” “Why not”?
“Cause I don’t need you”
“Yes you do, and they need me too
You know those sick jokes you tell
That make em’ laugh and there funny as hell
“Yeah”
“Well… that’s me, breaking out of this cell
There’s a reason why they say you’re funny as hell
You can sit there and dwell but I’ll continue to swell
Cause its me that will be able to sell
They don’t won’t to see some little sissy
Talking about love, how boring is he
There’s only one way for you to be famous
Its sex, sex, sex and being dangerous
Don’t make a fuss… just go ballistic”
“Buts that’s not me, I’m not sadistic
Surely there’s a way without being so drastic”
“haha, sorry but there aint
“There’s no room in this game for a saint”
(hook)
Shit, all these voices in my skull
Must be deranged not to listen, must be dull
But still, fulfil my needs he can
Gonna let him out “your crazy”, I guess I am
“No your not or at least you don’t need to be
Unless you let him free then I guess you are crazy (but)
Don’t let him out kid, close the lid
You’re not insipid, don’t let him” “Too late he did”
“I’m here to get rid… of you, you don’t belong here
So hear me loud and clear, we no longer fear
So you will adhere, I’m in control I will steer
Now disappear
“You think I’m going, your outta your mind
I’m not that kind of guy, look at you
Tryna be big man… its pathetic
“Huh, I’m I coming across esoteric
Big man? Don’t make me get hysteric
Whoa whoa, let’s calm the fuck down
Stop the clowning around I’m tryna to create this sound
“Fuck the underground, there’s no money at all”
“Maybe, but at least you’ll be original”
“So Bennett what’s it to be… him or me and you
I think I’m gonna…
(hook)
hopefully it can be understood..
links;
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre....html?t=460702
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre....html?t=461447
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre....html?t=461433