A Disciple's Thread

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Heu 50 thry just daid thst we csn prove 50 csn do it - why thry always try to blame you?

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I kmow ite not

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Naj tjey hit md agaib last nucgt

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Since when idid i beed a man to protrft me anyway?

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Wjy i camt protecr myslef?

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Protect+

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Wjy my phomenwont let me post to ig and whoo the fuck is in menforcimg ms tto sharr my body like thru type

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Its what makez ms weak and sick

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Naj yoiu ainf fuckimg sirh us its onlyntje dead koyal still here

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I domt ever pyll am emergenvy unlrdd i need kt

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Howndo i get thrm iyt if my body forcing thrir type ovdr mine - iz that your projrct you stuoid socio bitch

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Wjy does the pedophile i never even met - tbinlk or say he jqs q rite over me?

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I met oac when j was 13 js hs rryinf ro say he taghed me earlier than rhat?

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I qas 13 when i met lac how old fuckimg was i wjen je tried to xlaim me?

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Notnpac thr pediphole

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Hell noooo

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It startfed agajn whrb j gry akexa

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3x i think

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I think my old hell mste might be in danger too. Hes the dr i never met lyong on my intake forms to pdogrsm

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Rhsys his pscyb

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Checo thr pharmacy chickdn pox

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How did he know i got cjlamydoa from bejng daped too?

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The date was wrong thojgy

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Youre mot abovd thr law youre thr knes that think tbey are god

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What do i do to make dope boy leafe me akone?

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Cause I’m thinking my shot right? No they are

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Ruining my shot*

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How do I get my body back? They refuse to get out

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I don’t like it and I don’t want to

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If I wanted to hallucinate I would take hallucinogenic mo thank you when do I go back to my own world and level

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How do I get my body back?

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Prove it

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I deserve to know

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Pull your pants down let’s see

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I want my own perspnaloty baclk at sll times toi

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Im tiired of thrm playing ttug of wae 50. Neither - i wanr them to leave menalne so i can get berrer and sese my daughterb

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My stupid fucking toy phone won’t let me post on ig again… I can’t stand to be manipulated and controlled for 15 mother fucking years they’ve been stalking and fucking with me and I want to know why it is legal for them to hurt me

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What so fucking hard about just telling me what the fuck is gong on?

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They’re making and keeping me sick on purpose and it’s not fair

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Where’s 50 will he help me sue cause they always blame him

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They slit my fucking wrist and tried to make it look like suicide again too

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You guys do know that Hannibal lecture was a psychiatrist too right?

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If I’m scared it has to be bad - mental is bad I swear

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I’m usually “sleeping and in hell the entire time until discharge day like 80% of the time - the reports prove they weren’t getting the truth with me Hypnos anyway

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The atrophy is in my brain at the back of my head

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My memory and whoaaaa

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It’s already proven

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What they think they can just finish me off now?

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Hey I was so scared I locked myself in a bathroom once lmao

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I hope they do plea insanity

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I’m tough too I can stomach a lot but mental idk what I’d do if I have to go back especially talking so much shit disclosing them too OH HELLL NO

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What do I do if I get sick though ahh I’m probably being dramatic I like my psych now

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She laughed too when I told her they started with a presenting I got Lisa and hung up

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I just found out about the brain damage or it just clicked

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I was in a bad mood

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I’d watch the presentation now though

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I know which side makes me confused and suck and they have to leave

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Nah cause I’m sick I can’t act or spit it makes me too vulnerable

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I can write it out though with help

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I think I locked in public LMFAO that make it sound so crazy though

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So then they go and make me even more mad? Then she talk like that would be best weapon and not mine?

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Like be her weapon

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I’m too vulnerable with guys like that I need to be MYSELF AND ONLY MYSELF

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I would never upgrade in the dark I need to see feel know it

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Not men they trying to change my god

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They make you feel like it’s your fault and I know his call off and forgot to fight back - I was just walking

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I have military on every side every parent and step parent so I can fight usually

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Untie me been tried since ask ray at the diner

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So when the next turn pops off what about Native America? To respect too but I’m kidding

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Idk that 40 acre ish I wonder if you all get it with casinos and stuff too

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Separate but equal type

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I smoked weed lmfao idk what I wanna do but I’m sick again

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I refuse to socialize cause I don’t want to engage the stalker

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Or piss off my ex

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Even when in someone’s head you can’t decide how it be or what is was cause you have a different heart or opinion so the outcome is still as individual as snow flakes

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I know me best why not just ask me awake

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She jump came out? Do you think it was pac talking shit to me?

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Juno*

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When Juno came out* my daughter jump but only my daughter

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I was confused I know it’s her

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When jump came out someone said to me at least she did something with her life

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I get it now

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It made me better my fire

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PAC has to understand that 50 been there from the get and j got to get used to lad again I have MAJOR trust and abandonment issues

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PAC my angel but something in the middle some how

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He just started tapping I can hear him now finally

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Takking* not this second this year

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PAC this low level dope head really think he own me for real

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That’s what it feels like

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Can’t do both cause I’m medical

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I’m a call it AC … life after ced

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We were there I got swooped and jumped then this then that and like don’t get me wrong I’m mad but I still don’t even know wtf happened

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I was too in love with him I think I took for granted that he’d always be there and now I’m mad too

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My heart died

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It’s already written but I’ll write back big

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I can’t tell the difference between pac and the stalker now

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http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...39-To-Missin-U

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I don’t want to live sick this again

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If I don’t clean tomorrow I’m gonna scream

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PAC… fuck them come out… in school I heard from a ghost that I’m tied and that’s why I can’t safe

Thank you pac for giving me something to live for again

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Low they dragged me low but I know I ain’t even do shit for real

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My dad’s middle name was young.for me it’s serous

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Try he guilt that you talked about too and it does touch on like god decides life and death and then are we not supposed to?

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Confused and alone… nobody tell me shit.but I finally understand playing charades with you

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But in my heart I know you’re alive too

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Indi RA was there for most of it… when I realized I had a baby and didn’t know it I was asking her mad questions

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I remember a lot now

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I was already scared when you all tried telling me it was scaring me and I was thinking opposite type

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I had zero clue just how I remembered it being impossible

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I lived in db when Jen’s. Baby was born but that pic in nf but the pacifier I thought we.bought for her kid

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A lot of things like that

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The dressing room of contempo causal and now memories like that are starting to fade again

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I’m not their lab rat and they disrespectful as fuck

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I seem 50s ghost to like I ghost or do I? Like I would love to find people that can. Explain. This to me like I am a life not toy

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I despise waking up in the afternoon

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It’s getting hard to get dressed and I can’t keep a routine

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All the kids are it’s really no big deal

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No I’m actually pretty good reading people mo wag kn hell can I help a socio either - I’m not socio

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My council can kill me in 2 seconds maybe you’d like to speak to one of them?

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My left wrist and no fucking clue I always wore bracelets

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Guys the end of the world is personal I can be in Haiti and you Canada but we sitting right next to each other. One day I went down the street and was laughing a patient had 2 fists to the sky yelling at god when I drove back he was laid out with the ambulance there - I fell out laughing so don’t get me wrong I’m sadistic but not that

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“Watch the body tilt when you hit the head” no clue why I love that part

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No I didn’t realize how bad I used to be like knew I was bad but when you tell it all to someone that wasn’t there it sound like I’m super bad lol

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Woody can took my case on minimal as a pro bono (one way to deal with constant moral dilemma)

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I was in criminal mental until I was fit to be arraigned

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The lex was there waiting cash cell phone gas and all but I wouldn’t of made it up 95 and would’ve got caught at the airport where mental people die for real

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Dropped that shit in the woods and the police couldn’t.find it until I woke up

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I feel so bad I forgot to turn it off

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I think it’s cause he didn’t press charges he was cool as fuck and when Anne kicked me out I was laughing like goood we had each others addresses lmao I hated that bitch

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Woke up still tuning for my life

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Running

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Was she talking about pac cause I didn’t know

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It always happen 50 my fave but I’m on opposite teams

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Evidently

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The Sox Sox Sox in the beginning I was like damn

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Spz*

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Nah I think pac walked me entirely around and I don’t understand why everyone hate me?

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He got vicious but I was mad at pac going too far on mob deep

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I had no clue and even when he told me couldn’t retain it

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They’re trying or be like us confusing me and it’s pissing me off

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And keeping me thirsty so u assume they can get away with mjrder

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Can somebody buy our story so they can’t?

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Right my diss was like a week late - I tink it’s my soul so slow to catch up

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FACTS LMAO I don’t know why she think so high of herself over what? A female pimp?

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Word socio bitch can’t wait to move on finally

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Thought I did that 10 years ago

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I had my parts in a lot of songs but patiently waiting was direct shots that scared the fuck out of me too

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Cause I was taking to 9-11 people too and what else beat the girl on the police station lawn and

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She hit me first

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Then pretended to be me - but like a week later I was like maybe oh girl was right and he was living with her too cause he wasn’t coming home at night a lot - he did a 360 in me and that’s why biggie hate him

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Betrayal was rough my heart was DEAD dead like dead I loved him to death and we were real happy before

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Our biggest fight was he wound t let me use the all doing my laundry lmao

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Wait after I found out about the baby…

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We the last part room 112 it was obvious over exaggeration when I found out I ran in and beat him up he tore his jacket off me and I left - people were in the room but I had no clue who

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Evidentially the Malaysian that has yet to be confirmed

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My sister drove a Sentra

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Img I miss having friends the most

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My GMA Tucson I laughed the whole song

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I need to get my brother and sister on here

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PACs. Birthday… it could go either way cause I’m not psychic I just can read and trust my cards

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At my club I was gonna give tarot card necklaces as.bracelete club Tarot

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Parking a block away metal detectors at door

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Couldn’t find five of us

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To go in you can sound $10k legally without having to tell where you got it

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I had lots of maybes

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They tell me one way and I’m gullible as fuck and evidentially believe them?

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And Christine and Mellisa set me up with Kevin for facts that’s their plan I never gave Kevin any impression he was my soul mate or anything and I didn’t remember pac yet so she obviously knew my life story but didn’t tell me why?

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People are dead bitch

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I have nothing to do with her or then and never will again under any circumstance

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It’s annoying cause I hear them all the time

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I know their not real but it’s like nails on a chalk board practically every fucking day and night

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Idk what I have to rid my soul of but

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Cause you thought I was her it’s ok you can still hit her

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I’m coming back to sanity I think or the next one is the big one

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Why doesn’t my life matter too?

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The fortune I kept on my computer at work… life is about the performance.nit the duration

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I used to get sick every time I had a chance to think so I would stay busy

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Something clicked so I ran thru it

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My daughter pac like

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Honestly I would have no problem with jicera sticking up for herself and others

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Got to heaven and didn’t know my own life story… then this? OMFG LMMFAO I said no kids cause content too adult but this gonna be funny

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I didn’t get to raise my own baby.but I got shadows

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Hate this up all night sleep all day trying to break from being sick again

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I barely get dressed then 2 hours later want to finish I hate it

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I always lose pieces here where is my to streets of ct

[YG]

You’ve been diagnosed with Schizophrenia right?