The Art of War in Love
Very Raw, unproofed multi-syllabic challenge @Belligerent
STRICTLY DRAFT, COMMUNITY WORK, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST CHANGES AND REARRANGES ETC
Every word seems absurd cause they heard all about you
And how you do, and how you did, how were through, and you how you facing a bid
When I wrote song cry, the words just flew, but I never knew, the song was about you too
I keep writing like I am obsessed, like my pen is possessed, cause in my words I can’t find true
I can’t sufficiently make tears of my ink or proficiently make sense of your link, I can’t think, and I can’t cry
But I refuse to look to the sky and ask one more time why… you lost your alibi
I swore to the end I’d be true, but look how I do, I’m finally through, no love lost, none due
YOU! You tore me down but didn’t care to build me back up
You left me broken, shattered and beaten – lost like a pup?
Was it my strength you couldn’t stand, how I’d land on my feet and command on demand
Was it my heart that you thought was so weak, at times I couldn’t even speak cause the words I seek were forgotten like a curse
But what’s worse, is your dead, dead to me as if this mind is your hearse and my heart your coffin
Now and then I think of us, but memories are now coming less often
You no longer soften my anger, instead you envoke my pain, you drive me insane, and you have scarred my brain… I’ll never be the same
By you, I will always be damaged, perhaps my advantage given by Tsu… I have the wind against the enemy general – which is now you
If I call war, I need to flood you like never before but the victim will always be me
Always will I be stuck in this backwards legacy cause so easily I see your pain
It’s like your last stand, your final battle was me… only I ain’t the heart to hurt you like the hurt you deserve to see
Silently, I have you surrounded… ready to blow my guns at any given moment… you thought I was your weakest but I can be proven to be your most worthy opponent
I can’t call it, I can’t pull my guns out on you, I can’t do it cause I know what it will do
You will never recover, you will never know the comforting hand of your lover, you will never trust another ever again
But I will no longer be soft on you, just fall back and give me the respect that is due, I’ve got all arms on you, so don’t make me do what I am supposed to do which is long over due… Ok?
Just let me walk away… painless and free… and never call me back to see what was destined to be that went so wrong, and never invoke your spirit in another one of my song
I pray, I pray I finally made my song cry cause I no longer want to think about why…
Or how, or when it all went so wrong, or how I could let it go on for so long
Bye Baby, a final tear just rolled down my cheek, and though I feel weak, I know my strength is building within, I will win if even evened in sin, me and you will never be again. Not even a friend. My confident until the end I have set soaring back on wings of the fallen angel he send… Tis now the end.